Two months have passed since we first appeared on WGM together. Initially it was so awkward between the both of us that we could not even look each other in the eye, but now I think that things have become more natural between us. Why am I remembering this? Remember how when we first started filming, the director just told us "You are the husband and you are the wife". Now as time passes, it feels that we are really husband and wife, and the feeling of "How should I do this" has also changed.
Hyun Joong, you know this too, that I have never once dated a younger man before. That's why when we first started together, I didn't have anything to say. I was also afraid that I might do something wrong and get it from the younger brothers in law. Before, if any younger guys asked me to go out with them, I'd say that he wasn't thinking straight, but now if I met someone like you, I'd think that it would be good to try it out. I'm someone who has never dated another celebrity, but now I'm seeing one.
Nowadays, everyone calls me "Hwang Bu In". I guess they find it fun. There should be a lot of people referring to you as "Kid Groom" too right? Everyone has been saying that they are seeing a different side of me, but I'm not too sure myself. I really wonder if I was really that boyish in programs before. But those who are really close to me were not surprised at all. I've always liked cooking and have always been good at cleaning. Afterall, the one thing that I hate the most in this world is dust. Haha! Although you’re rather blunt and seem rather absurd, I was surprised to realize that you are a rather deep thinker. Although you only treat me well when we’re alone, haha.
You also seem different on this show as compared to the other programs that you have participated in, such as Love Letter. In previous programs, all we had to show was how to win the other person’s heart right? Now, we have to live together and show how close we have become ever since getting married, which can be rather scary. Who would have known that this program would have gotten so out of hand? In the previous programs we could have displayed partly real sides of us, but this is a completely real program right? I'm sure that everyone would like it even if we show a side of us that's more compatible, right?
Even so, I still have some difficulties. Since this is the main topic spoken about wherever I go, I worry if I can still continue doing other programs. But the worries that I had when we first started about the SS501 fans are no longer on my mind. I have received messages from them saying "Please don't worry about us and have skinship!" and "You're very well matched". These messages have really made me feel very happy. You have to help me thank them later on. Right! Last night I received a message from someone who is living with her husband who's six years younger than her. She said that the program was really interesting and she found strength from watching it. This made me feel very happy as well.
Another thing! I came out with a new album after such a long time. Koo Jun Yub oppa and Shim Tae Yoon oppa helped me out in this album. The song that I have been singing lately is called "It's Hot" paired with techtonik dances. I've been practicing dancing the whole night, till I nearly collapsed. Everyone says that I look better when I am dancing rather than when I'm singing ballads. If you ever see it, please monitor it. I'll teach it to you when you return. It's a lot easier than one thinks!
Live well in Japan, and come back to Korea healthy. I'll see you when we're filming. Bye!