Monday, January 24, 2011

Hwang Bo the athlete

Hwang Bo participated in the 50m indoor sprint event, which was part of the 'Idol Star Athletics', held on the 23rd at Jamsil Stadium in Seoul.

The sporting event saw the participation of both male and female celebrities such as 2PM, 2AM, Trax, Tiaa, Brown Eyed Girls, Beast, SHINee, Son Ho Young. Some of the other sports which were part of the event included hurdles, high jump and relays.

This episode will be broadcast on MBC from the 5-6th February at 8.40 p.m. (Seoul time).


P/S: Aaahh!! It's the Ssangchu marathon all over again!! Haha, sweet memories!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

What I remember: 5

-Two years earlier-

'I told you she isn't the right one for you! I told you to leave her alone! What are you thinking of, putting your whole life on the line?'

'I'm doing this for myself! I know what I have on the line, and it's not my career. I know that if I leave her, this will be the end for me. This is what I will lose. And I don't want to make that mistake, ever again!'

Hwang Bo stood by the side of the wall as she listened in on Hyun Joong fighting with his manager. She could feel the anger and frustration radiating from the both of them, and she knew that she was the reason why they were lashing out at each other.

Sighing, she crouched low as she laid her head on her knees, thinking if this was the right decision.

'Yes it is. We both know what we want. It's time that we did things for ourselves, and not for our image, our careers, our so called lives which basically left us empty inside. Why was it so wrong to want to be happy?' she thought to herself as she looked at the both of them again.

'Hyun Joong, listen to me. You don't know what is at stake here. Just hear me out this one time..' his manager pleaded with him.

'You know what? It just looks like we're never gonna sort this out at all.. I think that it really is time that we parted ways..'

'Are you sure? Is this what you want? Because in the end, you'll realize how wrong you are and how right I was. In fact, if I wanted to, I can make you regret your decision now. She's here with you, isn't she?'

Hwang Bo's eyes widened as she heard his last sentence.

'What did he mean by that?'

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

What I remember: 4

Hwang Bo greeted the soft rays of the morning sun with a slight smile as they peered through the grey clouds that filled the sky. Breathing in the salty air of the sea, she pulled her sweater closer to her, feeling the chilly air surrounding her as she slowly came back to life.

Why is it that although the needles of the clock keeps ticking away, I still feel like I am frozen in a time that no longer exists?

Opening her eyes, she looked around her and saw nothing but an empty beach. It was too early in the morning for anyone to be awake, and it was times like these that she felt free. She could be true to herself without having to fake a smile on her face, assuring everyone that she was alright. That she had moved on. That she was finally happy.

There was something about the beach that brought both pain and joy to her heart. It was here that she had spent some of the happiest moments in her life, as well as some of the most heart wrenching episodes of her story.

She remembered that this was where he promised to meet her whenever she called. This was the place that they had placed their vows in the sand. This was the place that tied the both of them together, binding them to their promises to each other.

Except for that last night. The one night when he broke his promise and she knew that it was the end. That night she felt like dying inside as she cried to the ocean, wishing it would take away the unbearable hurt she felt inside.

And the ocean granted her wish.

The waves that washed her feet reminded her that while things change with time, the tides would always return to where they belonged. People didn’t stop living because they lost what they loved.

They lived because they had once laid claim to their love.

Why should it matter that my world is now black, white and grey? I was once alive. I am still alive. And I will continue living. For me.

Hwang Bo repeated those words to herself as she trudged back to her car, holding back the tears that threatened to spill over. Taking one last look at the ocean before she drove off, she asked herself the same question she asked every day.

When will I ever forget you?

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

What I remember: 3

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye, you're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry.

Hyun Joong strummed his guitar, singing the one song that seemed to calm him down as he thought about what happened the night before.

‘Hyung! Are you okay?’

‘Buin? Is that you?’

‘Yong Saeng hyung! Help!!’

Hyun Joong looked up at the person shaking him awake and slowly came back to his senses. Shaking his head, he slowly got off the floor and leaned against the table, holding his hands to his head. He did not realize that his face was wet with tears, he didn’t know why the memory of that missing person in his life seemed to torment him more than anyone knew.

‘Kyu Jong ah… what is wrong with me? Why do I keep remembering this person, this name, and this laughter when I don’t remember her at all? Who is this person? Why does it hurt so badly when I have no idea who she is at all?’


‘No, listen to me. I want to remember, yet I am afraid to remember. I want to know who she is, yet I don’t dare to. If she really was someone important to me then why isn’t she here now? If the thought of her can make me hurt this badly, that should mean that she was someone I held dear to me right? Then why am I here alone?’ he asked before breaking down in loud sobs.

Kyu Jong watched Hyun Joong crumbling before him before he made his decision. He had to know the truth. No matter what everyone else said.

‘Hyung… I need to tell you something.’

‘Hyungsunim.. she was someone special. To all of us, but mostly to you. She could brighten up a room just by being there, and the best thing about her was her laughter. You used to think of everything you could just to get her to laugh for you, and when she did, you were the happiest person in the world.’

‘Then where is she now?’

‘She… she… she stopped contacting us after you broke up with her hyung. It was you who let her walk away, even though we all knew she really wanted to stay…’

You float like a feather, in a beautiful world, I wish I was special, you're so fuckin' special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here.

She's running out again, she's running out, she run run run run... run... run...

Saturday, January 1, 2011


Heyya guys!!!

WELCOME 2011!!!

May this year bring everyone lotsa joy, love and happiness!!!

Will get back to posting once the partying ends, hahaha!!

Love you guys!