I smile.. doesn't mean that I don't hurt...
I laugh... doesn't mean that I don't cry..
I pretend that every thing is okay... doesn't mean that I have forgotten every thing that has happened...
I sleep soundly at night... doesn't mean that I don't have demons haunting me...
I walk with my head held high... doesn't mean that I am not broken inside...
I sing and dance... doesn't mean that I don't feel like hiding away by myself in sorrow...
I drink my wine and be merry... doesn't mean that I don't try to numb the pain I feel in me...
I walk away from everything... doesn't mean that I don't want to hold it within me...
I seem like I can love again... doesn't mean that my heart is whole again once more...
I reach out with my arms wide open... doesn't mean that I will receive as much as I have given...
Just because I want you to be happy... doesn't mean that I am happy...
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hi chongsa, are you ok? reading your post made me sad and worry... what happened? hope all is well with u and everyone... hugz....
Pick up your spirit and never give up. Hwangbo is a good example with her fighting spirit. Take care! Time is a great healer....
always failed to say thank you for keeping us updated on this blog. Thank you Chonsa. Still loving Joongbo.
just because... hmmm
be comforted by the thought that a million of us out there feel the same.
All I can do is just send you a smile :) and tell you, like I always tell you, everything will be okay.
I miss talking to you too... by the way. hehe
what a beautiful post.
Let's drink energy busters with world Joongboers each other with this tough time.
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